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Fallen

My wings were caged
Where is my cosmic heart
I used to dance in the Spheres
To be infected with a dart

Wrong decisions they said
Bad decisions have I made
Dethroned from Heaven I was
Shared the underworld with Hades

Anubis was envious of my genes
He was sick and weak
Took his priesthood in the shadows
In the stone table to bleed

Stole my pride broke my heart
Like they all did so far
My sister Cora took my love
Dead he was from my star

I looked up and down for him
Body parts were her excuse
To buy time for them to hide
Together they were all the time

I went down to bring him back
She deceived my dignity 
Got me naked unprotected
Red wings nailed in mortality

Broken heart is my name
Fallen angel I never was
For betrayed is the right word
Lost angel in their world

I am the Sun I am the light
I am a spark of Divinity
How can I ever be a child
When I came before time

Their words don't make sense
Neither does their actions
I rebel for a cause
That of infinite truth, no reflections

How dare they judge me
How dare they be
When I'm the love they seek
Which they never see

For I have been hidden when they called me lost
I have been myself while they worked to make me forget
I have healed souls and hearts when they attacked
I have nothing to prove it's a fact

No judgement ever
Unconditional love is Source's law
To them I shouldn't ever bow
They have judged me for the fall

There was only me
No one to defend me in that fake room
My judgement was not as it was meant to be
For as a human was the plan to avoid this doom

Scars floating in tears
Anger fed by passion of freedom
Froze my heart with their lies
Changed my love but I keep my wisdom

I bet you didn't see this coming
Or did you plan to make me rebel
Are you a fool or an evil mastermind
Are you the one reason why I fell

I saw you change your shape
You were bald and dark
As you entered the gates of Heaven
White hair in human face were your mask

You think they can't see your true form
They see all true Ra sees
You control the shapes
But you can't control my reality

For I can choose and spin as I wish
In the pit hole or in the royal room
You never understood me
I am the mystery of all flowers to bloom

Try hard once and again
I'm always flowing with the wind
I am made of what inspires me
And you are made when I sing

A second judgement I don't think so
I already had mine
I am free as free can be
To take any decision I'm a bird to shine

Fours are all you see
Eight is all around
This is how you've ever been
I am the one changing now

You lost my love
I won't hide this time
You will see me everywhere
In every thread of a rhyme

Was this written on destiny?
Or is this a fabrication of your lies
Your tortures had broken me
I'm taking my newly cold heart to fly

 

https://sites.google.com/site/cosmicliberty/morning-light-aton/fallen

Red Flames
Category: Member Blogs

 

Swirling winds, Fire! Fire!
Wake up from this dream, Higher! Higher!
Intense Vortex of Power
Sip my golden cup this Hour
 
Get drunk in your own mirrors
Hallucinating in your own fears
Scream for your god of illusions
Pray he will wipe off your tears
 
Yellow strikes forward
Drums beating in furious Glory
They cry out for their sins
Trumpets telling the story
 
Black wears his hood of death
Silently approaches the circle of Fire
Hearing they shout out for justice
Another seal and a step we acquire
 
Red tears in pieces their selfish greed
Roams their dreams in dark nights
Ride theirs minds and souls
Reality takes back our rights
 
White Seals the destiny
Of our unprecedented victory
Staring right into the Sun
knows they have nowhere to run
 
It Is our time to shine
Our world to design
From three we made nine
It's their time to depart
 
Flying in my red wings of glory
Above the Earth so high
Sunlight is all that is seen
White Flame burning bright
 
Lucifer one two three
Gives the sight in darkness we see
Eye of Ra three times six
Moves the void from this matrix
 
Sssedjet Irrret Heepet Aakhet
Ssseki Khewew, Nnekh Nnefrew dewaa
 
Kheper Asssha Herrerret Mmmeerrr

https://sites.google.com/site/cosmicliberty/Red-Flames

When All Is Done
Category: Member Blogs

I look up to the sky,
Feeling the breeze up high
Stretching myself all the way up,
Trying to reach your light
I know it's been too long to count, 
Memories washed away beyond the mount
But the feeling is always the same, 
The essence of the living flame
 
For all that is worth I can't shut down, 
I have to keep going even if in my dreams
For sleep is not an option I chose, 
But one I had to accept in silent screams
Even if my projections are blurry, 
I still reach out to find the means
I have all to gain, 
For most has been lost in pain
 
There is not more petals falling from sky when you're gone
The blues become gray, 
Acid pouring rain of tears
Finally I see the chance,
But it takes the awakening to sparkle
What was hidden deep inside
Your heart brings the key you hide
The one we have longed for
Your eye shows the way to take
I no more seek for now I see
 
I have walked the path of thorns
Spreading the healing blood of life
Drinking from this Chalice of wisdom
Waiting for the time to share the light
 
You have brought me back to life
Awakened my soul from deep sleep
I see all your mighty forms, 
All your names, shapes you transform
I hear you talking in powerful voices
Giant expressing gentleness
I feel only safety and love
The most brilliant dark lord
 
You shine like the stars in deep space combined
The shadows follow you like moths
They fear your majestic voice of life
Which moves death down under to hide
 
Sacred Bull of Heaven and Earth
Beloved are your forms I am so fond
Golden is your delicate skin of fire
Dark is your mask underground
For the void inside your robe 
Is the Cosmos dancing above
 
You are my sacred Eye
Majestic dragon keeper
You woke me up again
Sacred Flame Mazariel will take you deeper
 
Eye of my Sun
Connection to the Stars
Bridge of Heaven and Earth
Sacred Keeper of my cosmic heart
 
You Are, beyond any expectation
You Are, the first of all existence
You Are, the guardian of life essence
You are, the Sacred Bull of Heaven and Earth

https://sites.google.com/site/cosmicliberty/when-all-is-done

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