Mistress Nia

About Energy

In regards to energy, real vampirism is about recapturing energy
because of energy deficits. There are many sources that are useful in
providing this energy such as the blood and sexual energy and
empathic energy of people, the energy of other living things and the
energy from non living sources in our environment. It is useful to
have alternatives to just one source, as it is an easy thing to lose
a source for a while. An important characteristic that real vampires
have is being highly sensitive to the energy from these sources
around you, and that we are highly impacted by it, that is it affects
us both physically and psychologically.

With this need for energies and knowing that we are highly affected
by them unlike most people, it is important to note the kind of some
energies and how they affect us. The psychic and empathic energies of
other people are important to note, because there is a lot of
variation and type of this energy that bombards us. To be affected by
the emotional energy of others in vampirism, is to "feel" is as we
readily are impacted by it. The degree we are affected by these
energies also corresponds to our abilities to block out unwanted
sources and types. This is also known as shielding yourself. Why
would you want to shield yourself from some kinds of energies? There
are people that give forth emotional energy that may because of it's
content may be in the form of anger in nature, chaotic or depressive
in narure, and etc. Most real vampires have difficulty in blocking
energies, and would want to in the case of some kinds of unwanted or
negative emotional energies because of how much we are affected by
them. Real vampires assimilate these energies, and easily experience
these energies, ie, we can easily experinnce the negative energies of
others and so are affected by them.

Unless you have developed your vampirism to a degree where you can
take such negative energies and dispose of them, why would there be
any reason for a vampire to desire negative energies? Negative
energies are assimilated just like any other kinds of energies and we
become what we absorb. We experience that energy and take it to
refill our needs. That is what we as real vampires do, we feed on the
free energies of people, pets, and the environment, become that
energy and then assimilate it to our needs because of deficits. To
say you seek out negative energies and can feed off of them brings a
lot of stress and toil to you, unless you are able to dispose or
block them. We as vampires can easily seek out environments where
there are wanted positive energies that are easy to assimailate.
Sometimes we have to work at getting that environment around us, but
it can be done by our choices on who we choose to be around and what
environment we have.

That fact remains, that we become the energy we recieve, unless we
develop the abilities to block or shield it or dispose of it before
being affected by it. And the fact remains we are affected by the
types of energies that bombard us and are around us. The experienced
vampire will seek out energies that do not harm, otherwise why would
you do different, unless you had no control at the time on what
environment you were in at the time and the people around you where
upon you would use shielding techniques. It is stressful for us and
tiring for us just to deal with the many kinds of energies around us,
let alone seek the negative energies of people which we then become
from assimilation. Real vampires seek a constant balance between
deficits and what is needed, it is easy to gain too much as it is to
find yourself with too little. But to add to that nagative energies
only invites more stress where there is enough of it already. It is a
given that we are affected differently by the types of energies, a
real vampire will seek out that which helps best to relieve deficits
without being impacted in a negaitve way. Also fact is we are
affected and become the energy that we take, unless we block it or
successfully dispose of it. Being affected as much as we do, makes it
imperative that we try to choose energies that have a positive
impact.

We know as real vampires that vampirism is just another thing to have
to deal wih in addition to the other problems of life, that makes our
lives more stressful than other people. I would have preferred to
never being a vampire, but I have vampirism and it is only logical
for my heath that I make that vampirism as easy a life I can. I am
almost 49 years old, have known about my vampirism for better than 30
years and also have met hundreds of other people who I found had real
vampirism. None of them chose it, and none of them would have wanted
to choose it. This life is no joy a lot of the time, and noone would
want it if they knew what it really is like to live. To add to it
more stress or more difficulty with undesirable energies just makes
that life more difficult. And all my life, one thing among many
things I do know is you are affected by the energy around you as a
real vampire. To say you can benefit from negative energies when you
can gain energy from better sources make no sense. You are a product
of what is around you and you are highly affected by that which is
around you. Real vampires seek to lessen the hardship of this life by
seeking energies that aid and not stress.

Damien Daville