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Founding Father J P Vanir ChrstVampyr's Rules of Vampyrian Ethics: (from new book)

I like these rules. I also cannot wait fot the book

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Replied Sep 23

Understanding Dark Paganism of what it truly is....Part 3 "So what is Dark Paganism?" By HPS AhramDurga 8-2-2009

i look forward to theses discussions and i agree with you..as always..it all boils down to understanding what it is, who you are and how you can apply it your life if it is meant to be.

Replied Aug 12

Energy Manipulation

told i was talking with a fellow kin on energy maniuplation and i will be doing some exerrcises for it tomorrow..but i found this interesting..must be a hot topic right now.

Replied Aug 9

Where are my manners?!

Nice to have you here.

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Occult Cultural Awareness

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Death Leaves a Heartache Nobody Can Heal, & Death Leaves Memories That Nobody Can Steal ! Death Is Cold, Death Is Cruel, Death Seperates Loved Ones For A Certain Period of Time Until............ Death Can also be Merciful, Death Can Be a Release F...
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(nekros, "dead", and manteia, "divination") Necromancy is a special mode of divination by the evocation of the dead. Understood as nigromancy (niger, black), which is the Italian, Spanish and old French form, the term suggests "black" magic or "b...
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HEADLINE:
Welcome to my life
SEX
female, male in a female body, female in a male body, YES please
Relationship Status:
In a Relationship, Married, Handfasted, Commited, Open Relationship
Location
DC
About Me
Pictures speaks volumes. All my interest, friends, and family, my loves are there. So enjoy.
I am a vampiric satanic witch. Yeah I am into a lot. I am 28,have 1 cat, Sophi, trying to have kids. I have been in the shadows for 19 years and figure it is time to come out and mingle.
I thought i was studying satanism only to realize it has been ther with me the whole time, just now put a name to it. But as now often i can care less how people judge. They mean nothing to me unless they are family.
I have a lot of names for different aspects of my personalities. In the Vampire community I am going by Mistress Nia. In the Occult, witchcraft and Satanist areas, I go by Persephone Rhiannon or just PR.
I have been on this path for 19 years now. It started when I was 5. And then I came into my life at the age of 9. When I was 5 I had a blood infection that the doctors did not know what it was. They told my mom that all she can do is wait and hope it runs out of my system. It did. Seven days later. I was always a quiet child. Never wanting to be around other kids, always wanting to be with my mom.
At that time when I was 7, I turned from the church. I had asked a pastor what had happened to God when he was a child and he told me to never question what he says and pay attention. Thinking like that I was going to hell. Needless to say that traumatized a child. But that was the best thing to could have happened to me. I just didn’t know it yet.
At the age of 9 is when I started to awaken to my vampiric nature. I fought it for a few years and now at 28 I am in full bloom and more happy with my life. I have always been a witch. Even before my memories have started to come back to me, and before I started to actively find out what I was. The Satanism aspect of me was always there, just like the others. Apparently all my past lives had decided that it was time for them to get together and show me my lives. I have struggled with this identity for years. But I am glad to say that I am now wiser and more educated in my life that I can do what I am supposed to do on this earth in this lifetime. To educated, bring awareness, and be ME.
I was in the service for 3 years and a few months. I choose to be separated under a personality disorder, honorable of course. I had my first nervous breakdown in the Army, at 22 years of age. Though I can go back in with no problems, and have thought to but my spirit guides me and it is not to be. Maybe next life!
I am thankful for the individuals who are helping me with this book and those who are allowing me to interview them.

I also just recently found my soulmate and am so estatic. Same beliefs, same dieties, same sick humor!
Interests
Makeup, hair, books, drawing, cooking, writing, video games, sex
Favorite Music:
Hip hop, r and b, soul, rock, heavy metal, classical, opera, I like it all.....okay not blue grass though.
Who I would like to meet:
Everyone and thing
Website:
http://myspace.com/thirst4hungerandmore
Spirituality
www.ocataboo.ning.com
Favorite Movies and TV shows
Congo, grease, family guy, the l word, charmed, saw, tcm, scifi, a and e, history channel, american dad, boondocks, timewarp, mythbusters,
Favorite Books
Stephen king, anne rice, tami hoang,
Do you consider yourself?
Vampyr, Goddess, Other, Just ME

Energy

About Energy

In regards to energy, real vampirism is about recapturing energy
because of energy deficits. There are many sources that are useful in
providing this energy such as the blood and sexual energy and
empathic energy of people, the energy of other living things and the
energy from non living sources in our environment. It is useful to
have alternatives to just one source, as it is an easy thing to lose
a source for a while. An important characteristic that real vampires
have is being highly sensitive to the energy from these sources
around you, and that we are highly impacted by it, that is it affects
us both physically and psychologically.

With this need for energies and knowing that we are highly affected
by them unlike most people, it is important to note the kind of some
energies and how they affect us. The psychic and empathic energies of
other people are important to note, because there is a lot of
variation and type of this energy that bombards us. To be affected by
the emotional energy of others in vampirism, is to "feel" is as we
readily are impacted by it. The degree we are affected by these
energies also corresponds to our abilities to block out unwanted
sources and types. This is also known as shielding yourself. Why
would you want to shield yourself from some kinds of energies? There
are people that give forth emotional energy that may because of it's
content may be in the form of anger in nature, chaotic or depressive
in narure, and etc. Most real vampires have difficulty in blocking
energies, and would want to in the case of some kinds of unwanted or
negative emotional energies because of how much we are affected by
them. Real vampires assimilate these energies, and easily experience
these energies, ie, we can easily experinnce the negative energies of
others and so are affected by them.

Unless you have developed your vampirism to a degree where you can
take such negative energies and dispose of them, why would there be
any reason for a vampire to desire negative energies? Negative
energies are assimilated just like any other kinds of energies and we
become what we absorb. We experience that energy and take it to
refill our needs. That is what we as real vampires do, we feed on the
free energies of people, pets, and the environment, become that
energy and then assimilate it to our needs because of deficits. To
say you seek out negative energies and can feed off of them brings a
lot of stress and toil to you, unless you are able to dispose or
block them. We as vampires can easily seek out environments where
there are wanted positive energies that are easy to assimailate.
Sometimes we have to work at getting that environment around us, but
it can be done by our choices on who we choose to be around and what
environment we have.

That fact remains, that we become the energy we recieve, unless we
develop the abilities to block or shield it or dispose of it before
being affected by it. And the fact remains we are affected by the
types of energies that bombard us and are around us. The experienced
vampire will seek out energies that do not harm, otherwise why would
you do different, unless you had no control at the time on what
environment you were in at the time and the people around you where
upon you would use shielding techniques. It is stressful for us and
tiring for us just to deal with the many kinds of energies around us,
let alone seek the negative energies of people which we then become
from assimilation. Real vampires seek a constant balance between
deficits and what is needed, it is easy to gain too much as it is to
find yourself with too little. But to add to that nagative energies
only invites more stress where there is enough of it already. It is a
given that we are affected differently by the types of energies, a
real vampire will seek out that which helps best to relieve deficits
without being impacted in a negaitve way. Also fact is we are
affected and become the energy that we take, unless we block it or
successfully dispose of it. Being affected as much as we do, makes it
imperative that we try to choose energies that have a positive
impact.

We know as real vampires that vampirism is just another thing to have
to deal wih in addition to the other problems of life, that makes our
lives more stressful than other people. I would have preferred to
never being a vampire, but I have vampirism and it is only logical
for my heath that I make that vampirism as easy a life I can. I am
almost 49 years old, have known about my vampirism for better than 30
years and also have met hundreds of other people who I found had real
vampirism. None of them chose it, and none of them would have wanted
to choose it. This life is no joy a lot of the time, and noone would
want it if they knew what it really is like to live. To add to it
more stress or more difficulty with undesirable energies just makes
that life more difficult. And all my life, one thing among many
things I do know is you are affected by the energy around you as a
real vampire. To say you can benefit from negative energies when you
can gain energy from better sources make no sense. You are a product
of what is around you and you are highly affected by that which is
around you. Real vampires seek to lessen the hardship of this life by
seeking energies that aid and not stress.

Damien Daville

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And Old Point That Bears Repeating

Posted on June 27, 2009 at 11:17am — 1 Comment

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What is Metaphysics?

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Why Learn to Meditate

Posted on June 27, 2009 at 11:12am — 2 Comments

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I hate moving

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Getting Married

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Alove that trancends time

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Twin Flame

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At 4:25pm on November 17, 2009, Pandora's Box said…

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At 3:41am on October 14, 2009, Pandora's Box said…
Witchy Cartoons
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At 6:37pm on June 27, 2009, Asencion Somber said…
Yeah did some Army Reserve time also for a 2yr contract...got some rifle range time and some admin schooling in. Good times,,,
At 2:39pm on June 15, 2009, HPS. Rev. Ahram-Durga said…
Nothing much, just trying to see what will become of the site. Check this out this is Me and Zim group http://uvaoni.ning.com/
At 10:26am on June 11, 2009, HPS. Rev. Ahram-Durga said…
hey love! I'm doing fine and you?
At 10:18am on January 25, 2009, HPS. Rev. Ahram-Durga said…
Hey! Hey! Scorpio in the house. lol Know that I am always here to chat.

Love and Chaos
AhramDurga
At 7:54pm on January 24, 2009, HPS. Rev. Ahram-Durga said…
You are most

Hope we can talk in the chat sometime. or you can always stop by here. :)

Love and Chaos
AhramDurga
At 8:48pm on January 17, 2009, Seth said…
Thank you for adding me
At 2:34pm on December 17, 2008, TempleUVUP Administrator said…
We're having a Rite tomorrow night in the Ritual Room to celebrate the TempleUVUP's Pentacennial @10pm Eastern, hope you can make it!
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