I was sitting in the back seat, I was working with some dark energy. I was in a meditative state, when all of a sudden I got a very sharp intense stabbing feeling in the back of my head. I was not as much painfull as it was an incredable amont of knoledge. It was like my brain went into overload, this happend for about an hour or so. What I experinced was an assortment of demon like faces, that hovered over the car as we drove. The faces were very detailed, mostly red and black. There were no vo…
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Added by Orin on November 18, 2009 at 4:28am —
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I am waking up when everyone is supposed to be in bed. There is a man, God? Grandfather? He is in charge of keeping us from waking up. I am feeling ecstasy as I walk out the glass gate. I am in a tall building, an indoor mall of sorts with bedrooms where people are all supposed to be asleep within. Kind of like you would think an asylum if it was more like a society, people are lost within. He hovers in the light. I walk and then I'm like, ok well since I know that this is a dream even though I…
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Added by Kalinda on November 17, 2009 at 2:28am —
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I wasn't sure where to put this so I decided to post it as a blog. This is a good read!
Chios Manua…
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Added by Ssapphire on November 2, 2009 at 8:50am —
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The Shadow Tradition was founded by Chakkraa Morningstar, Head Priestess of HOS. This tradition is a mixture of the Morningstar family tradition, Egyptian, Faery, and Green Witchcraft (specifically the Green tradition taught by Ann Moura). This tradition is similar to Wicca in many ways and follows some of their teachings such as the Wiccan Rede but in no way is this tradition a Wiccan tradition. The basis of the Morningstar family tradition was brought over from Ireland when their family emigra…
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Added by Chakkraa Morningstar on October 25, 2009 at 7:19am —
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The Shadow Wolf Tradition was founded by WolfShadow Morningstar, High Theign of HOS. This tradition is a mixture of the Morningstar family tradition, Shinto and Faery. This tradition mainly teaches the principles of meditation, healing, psychic protection and warding. There are three primary paths that you may follow or you may follow the path of Ghaib. Ghaib is Arabic which means “unseen”, which is the secret path that is hard to follow. Those who chose to follow this path do so because they ca…
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Added by Chakkraa Morningstar on October 25, 2009 at 7:17am —
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The Shadow Norse Tradition was founded by Arickasha Darkstar, Head Priest and Grand Master Skald of HOS. This tradition is a modern outlook on the old Norse teachings including the poetic eddas and skaldic aspects. Using teachings that were passed down for generations through his family, it is made up of four components:
Ásatrú
Odinism
Skaldi
Witchcraft
What is Ásatrú?
Ásatrú is a Norse term meaning literally a faith or belief in Gods, specifically the Old Norse and Germa…
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Added by Chakkraa Morningstar on October 25, 2009 at 7:15am —
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It has been a long time since I wrote anything but I guess this is as good of a time as any. Commerce has pretty much f**ked me over the holidays. I guess when I was a kid certain times of the year was closer to the time of what ever holiday was next. It's been so early and I feel like I'm getting beat…
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Added by Ma* Sudi on October 24, 2009 at 7:51pm —
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The official Book of our Vampyr Temple for Vampyrian Spirituality, Divinity, unity, support, and strength. Our whole purpose is to unite and educate the Vampyr community on its abilities, capabilities, beginnings as well as focus on the spirituality of Vampyrism. The Vampyrian belief is eclectic but different than most since we don't worship anything above us and believe most religions are based in truth; not complete lies just what people understand. However it takes away your personal power wh…
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Added by Founding Father J P ChrstVampyr on October 22, 2009 at 7:30pm —
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I was spending some time this morning going thru various emails, blogs and posts when I came across a friend of mine who had posted a blog at the end of September that I somehow managed to miss. While I could have posted there in response.. well her questions were thought provoking and I have a ton of thoughts so I figured rather than take over her blog thread I'd just post my own blog in response to those questions. So for anyone who takes the time to read this.. warning it will probably be lon…
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Added by Ssapphire on October 12, 2009 at 3:33pm —
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Ascension or awakening.. this is the question I pose. Is it possible that an awakening leads to ascension or vise versa?
I've shared everything I have for starters to help me look back over the years and see what happened when and in the process I reviewed some old lessons that I learned along the way. That in itself is a good thing so long as one doesn't get so wrapped up in the past that they forget to live in the present!
As I stated in a previous entry.. i feel divided. And I'm tired of this…
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Added by Ssapphire on October 8, 2009 at 10:38am —
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Some I can name for what they are.. others... well you will just have to bear with my wording and if by the end you have some clue as to a simpler way of wording it by all means feel free to pass it on to me !!
As a child I was born with two major gifts two minor:
1. Empathic both physically and emotionally.
2. Prophetic dreaming
3. Musically inclined ( sorry I know it's not an esp gift but it's still a gift in it's own right and it's my list! lol)
Minor:
1. Reading people- mind you not their au…
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Added by Ssapphire on October 8, 2009 at 10:37am —
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As I wrote in my last blog I suspect that my written journals may have been the cause of my fall. I did not state why. Something I'm going to remedy now while the house is quiet and my husband sleeps.
See after the court battle where I willingly requested that my daughter be allowed to live with her paternal grandmother I became more aware of other things going on around here that with all the turmoil going on with my daughter I had failed to truly pick up on before hand. And I wrote of those th…
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Added by Ssapphire on October 8, 2009 at 10:26am —
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As I started to say in the last post.. life started coming at me full steam ahead. And looking at it from the outside looking in.. it would appear that I was hell bent on doing everything backwards from the order society had set up. First you go to college, then you get married and perhaps you have a job then you buy a house then you have kids then you grow old, retire and eventually pass on. Pretty much the way society still expects all to live life. For me though.. there was not such thing.. t…
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Added by Ssapphire on October 8, 2009 at 10:23am —
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So far I've covered my early child hood years. I suppose in some ways I could add or have subtracted some thoughts, examples or even comments.. but I've always felt that what comes out as my fingertips glides over the keyboard is what is meant to come out at that time. So if in the future there are things I wish to add I will do so at that time.
That being said I'd like to continue. Often times I call this next period the better years. For me in comparison to my childhood it was indeed better ye…
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Added by Ssapphire on October 8, 2009 at 10:22am —
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As I was saying I was placed in the worst place for me to be. At least that is how I saw it at the time. Remember me mentioning my reaction to my oldest brother's wife when I was 3? Well that was where I was sent to live.. with them and their two children. In some ways looking back I have to be thankful because I know that had I not endured what she and that situation put me thru I'd not have some of the strength I have today. However.. that is about the most I can muster to the good of that sit…
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Added by Ssapphire on October 8, 2009 at 10:21am —
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Okay now that I am fully armed with the orange juice, tissues and blankets I can begin lol.
I was born in Central New York in 1975. For those of you who aren't sure what that adds up to.. it means I'm 34 years young! lol I was born to a mother who had a very eccentric way of looking at things and at life in general, and a father who was the strict disciplinarian though I've been told that strictness changed after I was born. See my father had previously been married and had 4 other children who…
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Added by Ssapphire on October 8, 2009 at 10:20am —
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I am not going to be able to be on here that much, living in a mundane household. ;( But I log in when i am able..i am mostly on at the crypt network which you may join as well.
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Added by Ana Nightshade on October 7, 2009 at 3:57pm —
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Founding Father J P Vanir ChrstVampyr's Rules of Vampyrian Ethics: I believe rules are necessary for survival and survival of others:
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You should not WASTE or disregard (food - resources): A Vampyr should not waste what he is given or treat what he is given in a disrespectful manner. He or she should honor what he is given and give appreciation for it…
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You should not murder with out a legitimate reason (like food): Killing is waste and a crime if not for…
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Added by Founding Father J P ChrstVampyr on September 20, 2009 at 7:35pm —
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Vampyr – Life Giver (Donor) Contract:
*A. First and foremost the Life giver should be blood tested as well as STD tested, make there Vampyr aware of the results, and any changes in the results. They also need to let there Vampyr know of any medications/drugs they are taking. *
B. This contract is to promote the continued safety of our most precious gift, the Life giver, and what the Life giver freely gives to us, their life’s energy and there essence.
C. The Life Giver as well as the Vampyr…
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Added by Founding Father J P ChrstVampyr on September 20, 2009 at 7:26am —
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It's been crazy last while.
Looking for a new apartment and not having any luck.
Trying to finish my novel before deadline which is very fast approaching.
And working on a bunch of websites.
If you want to join in on a fun book challenge, I am doing an all vampire challenge for the winter. Just come on to my blog http://alucardsrose.blogspot.com
and check out the post http://alucardsrose.blogspot.com/2009/09/vampire-challenge-2009.html
The last one I was part of, the All Jane Austen Challenge w…
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Added by Kimberly Hulst on September 19, 2009 at 6:05pm —
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