Winston Churchill once said, “The further backwards you can look, the farther forwards you can see.” When he
said this, I don’t think Churchill realized the power of what he said. You see, I am connected to every
lifetime I’ve experienced. I’ve
remembered every battle, and the blood spilled. I remember staying behind myself as a commander either
burying the young and old or burning their bodies (depending on the time
period) knowing it was my decisions that put them there. At the time, I didn’t understand
death. I cursed it, and
myself. There were lifetimes, I
died in battle, but it was never quick.
I felt the blood pouring out of me soaking the ground and every system
in my body shutting itself down knowing I would never see my family again. For 2000 years, I remember every birth,
life, death, and transformation. I
remembered every lover, child I created, abilities I had, and the lessons I
learned. I remembered being
feared, respected, honored, adored, and loved because I was never “the normal”
Life itself is full of lessons to learn, and once learned, you die and transform to another existence
until you’re reborn. Death
shouldn’t be feared; instead, it should be embraced because it is not always
physical. It could be the death of a job, the death of a love, etc. Even when it is physical, it should be
embrace knowing you are going to another form of existence.
Sebastian had talked about an awakening. I’ve never
experienced an awakening. I would
guess my awakening was birth due to I have been able to use my abilities since
I was a child.
Throughout my life, like others, I have gone through several ascensions. In January 2009, I have gone
through several physical and metaphysical ascensions both being emotional and
physically painful. Everything
happens for a reason – to learn the lesson.
The reason why I’ve believed I’ve out grown Lady Pandora’s Box, and transformed into Lady Flame. For a while I will be putting after my
name Lady Flame (formerly Pandora’s Box) until people get use to using my new
I want to thank each and every one of you for all your love and support throughout this whole
experience. Thank you, and have a